| if you're a ladies' man, i'm a men's lady. but that doesn't make sense grammatically. hmmm. |
YESSSS. i'm flexible and strong, like a grass that bends in the wind and.... shit.
but yes, i've been going for yoga every other day (cuz i need 1 day to chill those aching limbs). hardcore, spartan regime man. and i fucking love it! i love the ache i get after every session, just like the way i love cutting my nails too deep or plucking out hairs from my arm or tasting the blood in my mouth (god i sound like some sado-masochist here. but really, i am not. not an avid fan of pain, but just enough to make me feel alive). am becoming quite the contortionist indeed. brings back memories from 10 years ago...
soon i'll be able to fall asleep while doing a hand/shoulder/head/finger-stand! (right.)
anyway, i was just thinking, how come is it that guys who sleep around are called "ladies' man" and all sorts of ego-boosting chauvinistic shit, while girls who do are called "whores" and "sluts"? that's not very fair or nice, is it? it's quite mean, really. so much for gender equality. while i am very aware that they are words such as "manslut" and the such, these still draw on the origin of the female-degrading words. bloody male-dominated world.
i think that's a side-effect of too mch margaret atwood's feminist writings. but her novels are so good. "alias grace" made me cry and i'm working on "oryx and crake" now. thank god for second-hand english bookstores. come to think of it, there are many second-hand english things stores here. hmm.
do i panic too much? |
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woke up at 5am, and all i could hear was my heart beating into my head at an unnaturally fast rate, and the room was spinning and i was so dehydrated but i couldn't move. it's the worst kind of hangover, when you need 20 mins to crawl up into a sitting position, then another 20mins to actually put your feet on the floor. i think the beer we drank had washing detergent in it man, that's why. cuz we only drank like 2 pints.
night of excess consumption and vice.
dude.
but i'm going for yoga today - so begins my spartan health regime of sobriety and purity!
YEAH RIGHT... still have 3 cans of beer in the fridge begging to be drunk.... |
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good god, last night i had a dream where i was drinking away like a raging alcoholic.
wtf!
when i woke up (you know, that state of limbo where reality and dreams co-exist), i was like, did i really just have xxx pints of kaisers'? and dude i don't even drink kaisers'! my tipple's arany aszok.
maybe it's a divine sign...
whatever, i'll meditate on that once i've finished this pint of arany aszok. |
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zongora lesson tomorrow.
freaking out...
freaking out....
FREAKING OUT!!!!!!
tried to get a practise room today, BUT NO, karma opposes me. what did i do, WHAT DID I DO?!?!!?!? i've been good, wholesome and sober this week. :(
because i'm so bored, i've decided on my halloween costume! HAHAHA. (not anything slutty) but i'll need to find someone (a d-u-d-e) to go as my counterpart. HMMMM.
ben affleck?
HAHAHA!!!
can't wait!
still freaking out. |
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i have to clean out a maggot/parasite-infested fridge.
yay!
more quotes from my magyar philosophy/hungarian culture prof:
"now, jános pannonius likes girls, and he had a lot of lovers. like a whore. you know what a whore is? a whore is a lover of everyone."
"god created the first man, adam. WHY? to be happy!"
"MONKS WITH GUNS!"
"eros (the god of love) was a crazy white boy!"
"socrates was the fattest, ugliest philosopher, but he had the most beautiful BOYLOVER. -stunned silence- yes, you know, boylover. -giggling- in the ancient greece, it was normal to have this, uh, paedophilic relations. mostly old men and young boys. -i am here outrightly laughing like an asshole- but sometimes, it is not, uh, SEXUAL. it is just a very deep feelings between the teacher and the student. -awkward silence- ANYWAY, BACK TO ARISTOTLE!"
that fella is the funniest professor i have. his lessons brightens up my day.
my psychology prof is pretty funny as well... in strange, bizarre sort of way.
hmmm. hungarians are pretty funny people. |
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| "a whore is a lover of everyone!" - hungarian culture professor. |
oh god. so tired. so tired. an eis bier with a fag after 10 hours of lessons is just SO TASTY and makes everything a bit better.
i think i should cut down... becoming a beer addict.
hungarian professors say the darnest things! i'm collecting all the quotable quotes and compiling them into a book, which i shall publish and then make lots of money.
can't wait for tomorrow's lessons!
i can't STAND it, but i want it SO BAD. ugh. dude. i should do more constructive things, like practise, to take my mind off useless, extraneous matters. or alternatively i can drink oneself into oblivion.
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| i hate you with a nearly unspeakable hatred. |
fucking hell.
i fucking HATE cooking.
i'm never cooking again.
mothercock.
except instant noodles, which i have for lunch and dinner every day.
I BLOODY HATE COOKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| EPICURUS PWNS PLATO HANDS DOWN! |
ha ha ha, was listening to jay chou intently and i couldn't pick out a single word that i could understand. all sounded like hilarious, vulgar gibberish to me.
anyway, pardon my youthful arrogance, but i think PLATO IS ABSOLUTE RUBBISH.
RUBBISH.
there. what the fuck was that about his "theory of forms"?? psuedo-religious shit.
i was accosted by a couple of jehovah's witness preachers today. dude. just read mark twain's critics of the bible. i can answer every question you have.
as epicurus (AT LAST! a SENSIBLE GREEK PHILOSOPHER!) put it, "Is [God] willing to prevent evil, but not able? Then is he impotent. Is he able, but not willing? Then is he malevolent. Is he both able and willing? whence then is evil?"
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| always remember "TNT" - TITS AND TEETH!!! |
i just had to get this down, there's a dude who looks like ben affleck in my orchestra, and there's this guy who looks like marlon kittel. hehe!  LOOKS EXACTLY LIKE THAT DUDE. needless to say i was shamelessly ogling away (inconspicuously i hope).
(don't know about the biceps though. i doubt the guy has the bod. BUT STILL HOT! (from neck up. HAHA!)
YES EXACTLY! GENAU. i was like, HELLOOOOOOO BEAUTIFUL!!! hot hot hot!!! DUDE! then WHY do i always get picked up by construction workers?!?!?!?!!!!! or random guys on the street with unknown infestations of venereal diseases!!!!???? TAAAAA FUCKING MA DE!!!! god's little punches at me!!! |
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| cold turkey isn't as delicious as it sounds. |
the problem with caucasian men is that they are all so hairy.
not a big fan of hair.
but they are all so old-school gentlemens! (well, at least in budapest. my polish flatmates informs me that it isn't so in kracow, or other western european countries) that is very charming indeed.
but i'm not in the mood nowadays. don't know why. maybe too stressed.
ah wells. gotta go practise solfege and analyse my piano pieces. szia! |
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