| fucking february. |
yaaaaaaaah!! taaaaa fucking ma de. after wednesday, NEVER can i EVER listen to tchaikovsky's violin concerto without feeling nasty again. HORRRRRR-ENDOUS concert (for me). i don't even want to talk about what happened, but just that i am POSITIVE that no one will ever want me to play in their graduation concert ever again. AAARGH!!! every thing just keeps going wrong this month! february is a shit month!
and also! last thurs i became so dizzy during bikram, like, everything became pixel-lated and i couldn't hear anything. and i was quite hesitant to stop cuz it'll look like i'm so weak. but then i thought, what is more embarrassing, to appear weak, or to actually faint?? and so i lay down... for quite a while. yeah it was horrible!!
and i can't find a pianist for my chamber music! :(((( baaahhh mind in very bad state. AND TO ADD ON, fucking man utd conceded a goal to BLACKBURN?!?!!!! AARGH AARGH! bloody kuszczak!!! our clean sheet! after that i couldn't really watch the match, it was so painful!
AAAAAAAAAARRRRGHHH MUTHAFUCKING FEBRUARY! and YES, IT IS ABSOLUTELY FREEZING! whatever happened to spring?!!!!
and tanszaki (class concert) next tuesday. i am sure something will go wrong again. oh my ego, my ego!!! is being deflated faster than a balloon bursting. |
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